Short Hair Is Femine Too !!!
Recently I cut my hair to a pixie cut, I’mso glad I did because I love it but part of me was so scared to cut it thinkingit would be taking a part of my identy with it. So stupid !
I remember when I was in year 8 at school and all the girls had long beautiful hair and I wanted to be like them but I also saw my older sister and how lovely she looked with short hair. Anyway so I decided I wanted to be different (everyone already thought I was) I wanted something that made me that way but also made me feel unique in a good way. So all my hair came off and I went for the pixie cut for the first time . I loved it and finally felt good , that was until I got to school, I was the only one in the year who had short hair. I was classed a a boy and even more strange then before and suddenly something I was so proud of turned into a destruction . I promised myself I would never cut my hair again that short thinking my identy was held there.
Girls had long hair , girls I wanted to be were the perfect weight if you were a girl you had to be a certain way . A way that I wanted to be while still being me , where was the balance?
As I grew older and the fashions changed and I saw more and more people with short hair, different styles and my hair grew out and I would colour it going blonde , multi-coloured going only to the shortest of a bob cut still to scared thinking who would I be .
When I came out and started to go to bars I then had another thought in my mind ,
Where did I fall on the LGBT spectrem ?
If I had short hair was I still femine ?
All these things running though my head but I knew I still wanted to cut my hair see if things had changed since I was in school.
Five years later and I am finally comtable to feel like my identity is not attached to who I am on the outside but the inside , I can still be a femine , wear dresses etc with a pixie cut . Thinking how stupid I ever was to think that way. Identidy is still such a big issue for people . How people see you and so on .
But who you are isant focused or held by hair or style and that is something i’ve learned .
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Winter Is Here
Yes thats right winter have finally come !!!
Game of thrones is starting its seventh season this Sunday and with that comes war , white walkers and dragons.
I have always been a team Jon and Dany and dont think I will ever be able to choose a side between them so heres hoping they land on the same one. With only a few episodes left before we say goodbye to Game Of Thrones forever everyone has a egar eye on season seven as the final season may not come out till 2019.
I will not be doing a week by week episode post (although if things get too good I just may have too).
The theory that I’m hoping to be true is three riders and I do hope Arya and Sansa get to rule the North. Or ultimate couple goals SANSA AND DANY !!!
With Jon actually getting to live a happy life for once.
Tyrion getting more power than Cersei
Cersei needs to go. Lena Headey does such a amazing job of playing her but shes just too evil to live to the end , right ?
Anyways its got to get worse before it gets better right and now WINTER HAS COME they have more to worry about then whos on the iron throne.
The L Word is returning !!!
When I first started going out to bars I remember have conversation after conversation with other womenabout how they were more Shane or “No I’m totally a Alice” etc. Little did I know until I looked it up and started watching did I understand how good and significant the series was .
The ground breaking TV show about a group of women who were in the LGBT community living in LA was a show that brought a voice to people all over the world. These were women who lived with real problems , pregnacy , love , transition, death, mental health and so much more .
The story of Dana’s coming out when she was a tennis player and a family that does not agree with her being gay. Then her story of cancer and evental death lead fans to feel the hearbreak as there own .
The chart which I think we all secretly tried to make . Thank you Alice !! YES SHANE HAD HER WHOLE LITTLE UNIVERSE
Bette and Tina and there relationship though pregancy, love and work.
This was a show that gave us everything and even the cliffhanger we all want to know the awnser to who killed Jenny.
LIKE SERIOUSLY WHO WAS IT !!
The return of The L Word is one of the things I am most looking for to . So far signed up I believe is Jennifer Beals (Bette) , Katherine Moenning (Shane) and Leisha Hailey (Alice) along with the original showrunner Ilene Chaiken.
If you havent checked out The L Word series I would definalty recommend it .
Who misses PLL?
Anyone else feeling PLL blues?
I may just have to go back to the beginning to keep me happy
Heres my vue of the last episode.
TILL DEATH DO US PART
The Pretty Little liars finale has come and gone and it certainly gave us a epic goodbye. The finale gave us the long awaited reveal of A.D ………. Spencer’s twin sister Alex Drake.
I think so many people had suspected the twin theory that the writers were right to go there and the reveal was brilliant . The moment you see yourself it the mirror and then Boo!!!
There she was was perfect . The thing that slightly threw me was her British accent but then I got used to it (kinda) . We got to see that some precious scenes with Spencer in it from past episodes were actually her . With cameos from old charecters like Mellisa, Wren and even the writers , music from past episodes and I. Marlene King and her family even appearing it gave many nods to the days of the past .
There were some questions I’d still like some anwsers to though like where did Alex get the money for the bunker?
How does Mona get them to Paris ?
But overall it was a good ending.
And by the end we saw it come full circle with the ending scene the same as the first scene of the show with the girls from the school. And proving that Mona does truly win the game with Alex and Mary Drake locked in the basement of a Paris doll shop .
The scene I really liked was the scene at the end with Madison going missing and ending with the same line and the series started.
But with all that said who’s missing it and what did you not like or not like about it ?
Pride Vlog
PRIDE 2017
So another year of Pride in London has been and gone and it was another amazing day . The sun was shining and I was luckly to spend it with my mum, dad both sisters and friends incuding one the most special person Claudia and her 4 month old son Ethan. The little cutie stole the day with his very charming outfit .
My little sister had her rainbow set ready to decorate anyone and everyone ! Every year my dad and younger sister come down to London to celebrate, Ruby was 10 when she first came dressed head to toe in rainbows gliter and paint and my dad in a rainbow tie. I am very lucky to be able to share this day with my family each year I’m aware not everyone has this so I am very thankful xx
NEW COVER TRACK
In Denial That Pretty Little Liars is ending :(
To explain that I am not ready for Pretty Little Liars to end would go on for years but I’m going to try.
Next week is the last episode ever of PLL and the final reveal of A.D.
I remember how before we knew it was Mona years ago how I would play out who -A could be , the reasons why and little graphs showing everything that happened in Rosewood. Safe to say I was fully invested in what went down in that little town and all the mysteries that came with it . At a time where I myself was working on my idendity and acceptance of being disabled and having mental health issues, there was a true group of friends that stuck together though everything (even if it was only a story) .
From the first death to the death of Archer Dunhill keeping us on our toes and having us suspect ever the liars at times was my catnip.
What we know about A.D and season 7 secrets :
From the 7×19 we now know who killed Charlotte DiLaurentis ……. MONA !!
Well that they fought and Charlotte died from a blow to the head in the struggle.
We also know who killed Jessica DiLaurentis ……… MARY DRAKE
So Mary killed her sister Jessica and just before Detective Tanner finished of the girls by putting them in prison she confessed to killing her sister and Dunhill.
To protect her daughter and her niece .
As the girls thought they had there last night we saw all the couples together again so cute.
Alison and Emily by the old kissing rock !!
Aria and Ezra on the sofa before she revealed her lies
Caleb and Hanna finally together getting married
AND
Toby and Spencer !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alison is carrying Emily’s child and we still don’t know who the father is.
But last Aria’s betrayal , we saw A.D dig there claws in her and we saw her do some terrible things like destroy the babies nursery , Spencers home life. Then the truth came out and she was finally caught by the girls “black hooded” as Hanna said .
Luckly enough she has a group of friends that by the end of the episode they were together again .
So what do we know for the final episode:
The board game has ended. But what does that mean and what does A.D stand for ?
Anno Domini ?
As in they took over from -A and Uber -A ?
Or that they were on the scene even before them maybe.
Or that they’ve risen from the dead ?
That leads me to think if its a season one character there from the very start
Maya back from the dead (that would break my heart)
Or the ever suspicious Jenna or Melissa which would tie into my other theory but they have always be obvious suspects so I think that maybe to simple….
Another DiLaurentis ?
Its very simply another DiLaurentis and could be Jenna maybe or another twin , Spencers mainly but it could be one of the others.
So there it is my suspects for the PLL FINALE !
The one thing I will say is I’m glad its a 2hour thing because I think thats where they went severely wrong in the Charlotte reveal , they needed more time for loose ends and bits didn’t make sense.
Anyway bye from me and
TWO CAN KEEP A SECRET IF ONE OF THEM IS DEAD??
3 Episodes Till We Say Goodbye To Pretty Little Liars
THREE EPISODES TILL THE END!!!!
Rather then post a weekly episode I’m doing a farwell post this one and one posted after the finale airs.
For me PLL helped me embrace a part that at the time I was not sure of I remember watching season 1 at a age working out my sexuality and relising to myself that I liked girls . That the friendships I would form would make me stronger than ever .
Yes the PLL’s covered up murders and crime which I did not but they tought us that a group of girls could make a on what happens in life .
Now some of the greastest bits like
The Jenna thing
Maya’s dealth
OMG I remember crying so hard (some part of me thinks or hopes she could be something to do with A.D , or could help the girls out).
Toby and Spencer romance
Hanna and Caleb’s season 1 shower scene.
Garrent on the train OMG
Melissa being SUSPISIOUS ALL THE TIME !!!
Bad Girl Alison flashbacks
The kissing rock
so many good episodes , so many good twists and turns and now its ending
😦 😦 😦
WHAT WILL I DO LOL
Delilah Isabella 